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AnonymousSpectatorWell that looks awesome Manilla…
not a fan of graveyards, but I still really like it!!
AnonymousSpectatorLove is like money, it can make you do, think and say things that might not be wise. Maybe not in that order.
Humans are build to need lurve, give it and yearn it, it’s Nature’s way to further her species.
I’ve always wondered, if you could choose one of the three stages and freeze the other two: Go for the joy of chasing someone you want or admiring, being with that person, or the memories of those best times when it’s over.
For myself, I’d rather stay single and want, live with the pain of yearning. Not always easy to do, yet the least painful (and most frustrating?) aspect of The Love Game.
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AnonymousSpectatorManilla you got quite the fan club going on with this poem
AnonymousSpectatorIt’s an option, amongst others. I can only say that every now and then the Pumpkins’ team likes to surprise us SPfreakies. Stay tuned, is my advice! The surprises might not be over yet!
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WHAT!!!
possibly more..are you guys serious? I think what was already mentioned was a pretty extreme prize. Regardless, I am completely enjoying this experience and finding a bit more about myself through this process..
I would say I owe it all to spfreaks and sp, only because if it weren’t for the music I wouldn’t be so inspired and for all these wonderful people on this site and sp.com
this has been an uplifting experience.
Thanks again guys. I don’t even give a rats arse if I win or lose because I have learned a lot about myself and others.
you all are an amazing bunch:)
you’ve already changed my world just by being a part of it through the site…
I am sure everyone feels this way…
spfreaks has got that sp magic going on:)
AnonymousSpectatorthanks Arthur
and blue
AnonymousSpectatorif not..that’s completely fine. I like my setlist anyway.
wait after reading my post it sounds terrible.
Can we make a new setlist when you send in anymore submissions or does it have to be the same setlist you previously sent
AnonymousSpectatorouch…that’s no fun bullet. I hope it heals quickly-drink lots of water
back pain sucks..I have it daily, but come have come to the conclusion it’s a part of me now…Stop over doing yourself..where’s the men muscles at when you need em?
you just had the flu and now this…I hope you can get some rest and feel better
AnonymousSpectatorquestion about the setlist we made…
Are we allowed to change any of the songs after we have sent in a submission?
AnonymousSpectatorCherub Rock [5]
Quiet [5]
Today [3]-
Hummer [5]
Rocket [5]
Disarm [5]
Soma [8]+
Geek U.S.A [6]
Mayonaise [7]
Spaceboy [3]
Silverfuck [7]
Sweet Sweet [1]
Luna [5]I couldn’t take out sweet sweet. I have been enjoying that song lately…
AnonymousSpectatorSiva [20]
Rhinoceros [3]-
Bury Me [11]+
Crush [16]
AnonymousSpectatorDoubtful-Della….I am not sure about SP using the art or not..
regardless it’s still a fun contest to do for our love of SP.
Also welcome to the site
AnonymousSpectatorsuperlord you live over seas? That kinda bites, but you can always give up your tix if you win
Arthur and Manilla your news is still blowing me away! It feels like the shock and awe appeal
Marcella-I thought the same thing, but my thought was, that would have been too much to offer along with the 500 smackeroos
oh how I was wrong…
7 weeks left. So when does the judging happen November 2??
AnonymousSpectatorManilla…that is a damn good poem there….
i like that one
AnonymousSpectatorI despise snakes, but Fluffy has got style with those colors..wow super cool..I would not be too afraid of Fluffy, but others probably
AnonymousSpectatorwhen I met him…It might have been a lust factor plus I was 21 then and he WAS great with children at the time, but not so much now. He’s better with other people’s children then ours.So with everything that has gone on throughout the years I think I was not being the ‘real’ me and being what he wanted me to be, so here I am being me now! And I gave him some food for thought today, let’s hope he ‘gets’ it. If not then I will figure that out eventually. I have lost a lot of emotion when it comes to anything in our marriage and that’s kind of a bad sign. It’s like I really don’t care if he is home anymore. I like it when he is gone at work or out with his friends. I get excited when he has to work late, then if he cames home earlier than expected I don’t feel happy to see him…..
I agree staying with someone for the sake of just staying put to not disrupt things could lead to more potential issues with my children as they get older. Don’t be sorry, I chose this, and now I am just thankful I have started to figure this out now!
I am optimistic that things will improve, but if not, then I got to start making some plans.
that’s part of my problem I am sometimes too optimistic.
But I always want the best for all and this might not be the best, but it could be worse and he could possibly change for the better..but this isn’t the first time we have had these issues..it’s just hot air blown in his ear, he talks the talk, but doesn’t walk the walk….
love is a fickle bitch as stated earlier in this thread
AnonymousSpectatorI can’t wait to see this snake.
AnonymousSpectatorhow about as Billy sings: mother fucking crazy..
how awesome is that spfreaks is hooking us up with a fab contest and a super prize, and then sp.com gives tickets away!
What a day!!!!best news I have heard all week…lol
hey Manilla would this be classified as your special news????you guys rock!
AnonymousSpectatoryes a picture of this snake would be nice to see
especially with a name like Fluffy. I am imagining a stuffed pink furry snake…lol
AnonymousSpectatorWelcome butterfly
I remember seeing your name around sp.com.
painting is a getaway for me, so this contest has been a blessing in disguise
prizes are cool, but what’s most important is that it’s something you love to do and for a band we all love
hope you enjoy the site here
AnonymousSpectatormanilla…I didn’t say he was my soul mate I had the IF in there…lol
and you are right though about it not being defined by marriage.
Well regardless, I spoke my peace with him and it’s like talking to a tree stump. He was on an attack of I am blaming him for everything, when I wasn’t. I just said accept responsibility in your life make the right choices that you feel fit for you. You can only change yourself if you want-so we will see if anything I said sinks in…I hate to say it, but it always goes in one ear and out the other, so that is what I expect yet again.
I just don’t normally speak about my personal life, but it’s just so ridiculous right now that I want to and I am comfortable enough on this site (even though tons of people read this) to post it. Maybe it can help someone else in their life
so on that note…never had a soul mate and wouldn’t even know what one is…..
so I can live without one
AnonymousSpectatorThe more things I see in my daily life and how I am not satisfied with certain things and a certain someone, absolutely! This is where it gets me confused. If we were to say my husband is my soul mate, than why I am dissatisfied with his behavior/habits..to the point of I don’t want it/him in my life anymore. Or maybe I am just talking myself into those feelings, but there are definitely some things that need to be taken care of on his behalf that he won’t do, and I have pointed these things out and with good reason, but to not listen and continue is just really fucking annoying. I would spill the beans on details, but then everyone would probably be like WTF? Why are you still with him? love?? I don’t want to have a broken family with a potential for a part time daddy, which he is anyway even living in the house. I had a shitty upbringing with my parents divorcing when I was in 3rd grade and my father was never around-too caught up with friends, sex, & drugs, and my mother was just a friend instead of a parent.
So my oldest son has stated he doesn’t like him at all. I’m gonna say he has his reasons for that. My hubby always seems pissed off at him and seems to want him out of the house asap…and he (son) says he doesn’t think dad likes him. And I would have to agree with that statement from what I see and hear.
Let’s clear this up though..he doesn’t beat me, he doesn’t cheat on me, so that’s all fine and dandy, but he doesn’t spend quality time with his children, glued to the tv, (told me he’s not influenced by television-yeah right) has 3 boys and doesn’t attempt to take them outside to play catch or anything for that matter or teach them anything, but how to watch tv, drink beer,sleep, and fuck it smoke weed.
That’s what his life revolves around is work,tv,sex,beer,sports,sleeping,friends and weed…put it this way I have talked to him numerous times about our finances and how buying the shit continues to take away from important things like fix things up in the home, car maintenance, children expenses, entertainment $, and just living period. Now I don’t make the $$ so i really don’t have much of a say on it, but to indulge on his selfish wants and everyone else here has to pay the price, that’s bullshit. If he cared he would stop so we can move forward in our life. To watch someone just waste away like that is so heart breaking. It’s not particularly good for the kids, but like I said I don’t want a broken home, My son was trying to smoke weed at 11 years old..I guess my husband is a shitty role model here for my boys..
and my 8 year old is aware of his habit according to my oldest. He always kicks the children out of the family room so he can smoke-which is about every 2 hours when he is off work…
I have tried asking him to do it outside or stop or take his ass upstairs, but he never listens, but after 9 years of being married to this and nothing changing, I guess I need to buy a vowel
and there is a ton more, but ugh I have had about enough of this today….
so if he is my soul mate-what good is he to me except for me realizing that I don’t want this shit in my life, not much I can do when I refuse to pay child care prices these days for crap ass service. And why work to pay someone to watch my child when I can do it myself….so I am stuck in this until my youngest gets in school. 3 more years seems so long, but yet I have done it for this long already
and if I am his soul mate why hasn’t anything chimed in yet for him?
the journey continues
AnonymousSpectatori have a pet corn snake, his name is fluffy. he’s pretty, like a pinkish orange color
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I can handle that snake
AnonymousSpectatorCherub Rock [5]
Quiet [5]
Today [5]
Hummer [5]
Rocket [5]
Disarm [5]
Soma [7] +
Geek U.S.A [5]
Mayonaise [7]
Spaceboy [5]
Silverfuck [6]
Sweet Sweet [1] –
Luna [4]
AnonymousSpectatorSiva [19]
Rhinoceros [5] –
Bury Me [11] +
Crush [15] -
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