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*cough* how did you end up on Hong Kong ebay? hehe
sorry, i had too.
weird items- maybe they are bootleg.
i think there are a lot of SP songs that help when your feeling down.[/quote:re890nv8]
all their songs have a mysterious way of cheering me up
[/quote:re890nv8]yeah, i like the atmosphere.
I dont know what is worse, soy milk or red meat.Brrrr.[/quote:8g5r8ked]
if you get the right kind its good. i like vanilla soy milk.
as i said earlier
you ALL better be sticking around for the long haul.
[/quote:275v05ea]we better not be losing any freakies.
i know what you guys mean about life sucking ass at times though. i know i have never said much about my family or anything here, but they are pretty fucked up- lots of crap. it use to really bother me when i was a kid and i have always had a touch of the mellon collie because of it, but now i think i just accept that things will always be fucked up and i have written off most of my relatives so they don’t bother me much anymore. i guess you could say i have done some pruning on what i consider to be my family tree.
i think i just kind of accepted the fact that my family mostly sucks- it can’t be changed, they won’t change- and i’ve decided that i might as well focus on myself and doing my own thing rather they waiting for them to decide i meet up to their retarded standards. they aren’t worth it.
it may not be the best method for coping with the crap in my life, but i have pretty much just said screw it all and have moved on. plus, i have school and my future to focus on and the knowledge that i can do something better with my life. if i’m ever feeling bad though i just listen to the SP real loud on my mp3. it kind of makes everything melt away and i feel better for it. plus, it is really nice to come to a place like this where everyone is pretty supportive of one another and i can have a laugh and share my love of the SP- something my family knows nothing about as they would think it was stupid. plus, sometimes i can be a bit introverted in real life and i prefer to keep the little things that have special meaning for me to myself- it just seems personal to me and like something not worth sharing with someone who could never get it.
so i just kind of do my thing- keep plodding along. i have little things that keep me happy and keep me going- my art, reading, here, the SP, work, school, and my future plans for life- and probably a bit of a scrappy side that isn’t about to be dragged down by all the crap. and you guys better keep plugging along too. things can get better and if the big picture sucks- focus on those small things that bring you joy and give you a reason for living.
and i am now reallizing that my sig makes it look like all my posts are coming from a crackhead, but oh well.
i thought about the everlasting gaze, but that might be too fucked up. "you know i’m not dead". i think it is funny, but i don’t think other people would.[/quote:noelg7tp]
i would find it funny
i currently have no funeral plans, so i don’t know what i would want to play although now i have Porcelina stuck in my head just from thinking about it.
bloody meats.
