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I am don’t like meat that much..I am pretty picky…
and the lomein noodles are thick and I like thin ones blah blah blah…egg foo young-is just icky…if the meat were diced up rather than big ass chunks I might do it…oh I had hot and sour soupyay! I’m glad she is making new friends. It’s definitely a change for her. Be good to her Arthur she has given a lot up for you
I just had veggie fried rice last night, but i bet your food was better because she cooked it-mine was take out-yuck yuck yuckI Am One [4]
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Window Paine [4]love is a pain in my ass.
I am venting read if you want or disregard-It doesn’t matter
How on earth can someone act like they understand you when you ‘down’ about things and then turn around and mock you 5 days later, & make fun of your way of thinking (philosophical side). That’s love? really? love is understanding-not mocking..so where is the love?
Did I really choose this for my love of my life? Well I guess you get blind sided with lust first and then find out love is something else you share both physically and mentally-which is not there right now in my marriage. I guess what I am trying to say is I think I was young and dumb when I got married and now I just have to eat the shit up and deal with what I chose-
Once you have kids involved everything becomes so much more difficult in the separation factor and jobless doesn’t help either, but that besides the point. How am I suppose to be me-my true self, when I am mocked? It’s like I am supposed to be what he wants me to be and not who I am. WTF?
Also he has an obsession with cooking show and fantasizes about being a chef owning a restaurant blah blah…whatever never going to happen, but to basically try and tell me I should be a pastry chef or a cake maker or…why in the hell is someone trying to tell me what I want to do in my life? I have no desire to work with food ever!!! unless I am doing just the regular ol’ cooking for my family and friends-I hate cooking….
It’s so frustrating to conversate and have him say he understand-when he doesn’t and then turn around and throw whatever I say philosophically in my face as if it is stupid….
I love my children and I love him to some degree, but it’s just not there like it used to be. He said he will do anything to make me happy-well then stop acting like an ass when I discuss my deeper thoughts. Maybe he is intimated by my thoughts and he is too ignorant on that level to relate…regardless not need to make me seems like I am crazy because you can’t handle the deeper side of life. He told me I need Jesus..wtf? I am all about finding my higher self and getting the light into my life, but he is no help.
I am not even comfortable sharing things with him anymore because of his lack of interest, which kinda mans his lack of interest in me…It’s not suppose to be a relationship that revolves around him and his desires-what about me and mine? oh yeah they don’t matter to him I guess..
Does anyone believe in signs to help you in life? I do and I hope I get one soon enough, cuz I am at a loss right now in the married worldsorry for the long vent-I could go on, but damn it’s long already
Whoa, that was something to read…I guess I can say is even though you go through those times they are relevant to you growing spiritually (not religiously) and receiving the light that Billy talks about-think about it
this goes for all people with their life struggles…
But congrats on knowing how your experiences can further help guide others…
I enjoyed it and it made me hungry for some bread…lolThat’s how I am doing it now…going with the flow and the flow is kinda bumpy ….
but I can handle the storm as I have been through a fewI hope you get it:)
we know it would be in good hands
I am gonna start looking on ebay tonight I think or tomorrow for a few things-nothing specific as I want a lot of stuff-it’s all about price & condition and if I look hard enough hopefully I’ll get a really good deal on some thingso we can use band images, but what images-the ones from their specific site
wouldn’t someone who took a photo of the band claim copyright issues somehow? I am lost on this whole band images and logos stuff…hopefully you will find a non-lesbian who lives closer some day.
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nice one blue:lol:
fickle bitch huh…that’s pretty damn funny way of putting itno…I have downloaded all kinds of music over the years…then my old pc crashed and I lost all of it-
I have used Ares and bearshare before and something else, just never the piratebay one
Ares always makes me have to restart my pc and most of their downloads have sucked!
it’d be nice if sp.com would unleash an mp3 download section of their song choice of the week.
out of all their music then you keep coming to the site and getting songs you might not haveWhy do we settle? Why should we settle? Shouldn’t we search for our "soul mate" until we find him/her, then go for it?[/quote:1dy2mdn8]
I think sometimes "life" gets in the way. Or your roots have grown to far down. You’re in the water table, you’ve seen plenty of storms, and can weather any more that may come your way.
It’s just, you look over, and see that other forest. You know you belong there. But you can’t. Or won’t. Unless you uproot, hike up your bark, march over there, and replant yourself in the proper forest. How unlikely is that? Probably highly.[/quote:1dy2mdn8]
You Manilla are so spot on. Although for me personally I don’t have any special "forest" I am looking at, but I know what I feel and I know it’s not all that I wanted, right now is not the right time for me to go forest hunting….
BUT dammit I know if I found that forest I would be so much more happier
maybe in my next lifetime-Is piratebay easy t o use? I am a little intimated by that site
don’t want to get hauled off to jail or something
like the guns n’ roses blogger/music thief/distributorI think being caught naked in the rain would suck!!! Even if you’re with the person you truly love.
[/quote:179gyeuo]nah…it’s not that bad..then again when you come from a town near Seattle where it rains all the damn time, you become used to it
now snow on the other hand that’s a problem to be caught in…It’s cold and you don’t want to be nakedWow that’s a steal
lucky-I am still trying to find it at the right price and not missing shit…[/quote:108ky154]Amazon.co.uk!
There were TWO for under £30.
And one for ~£44, and some more above £50.[/quote:108ky154]
I checked and didn’t see those ones for under that-oh well..I’ll still keep looking…
I really want to get one by the end of Septembernope…didn’t cross my mind-oops
The universe if full of black holes and anniversary nights..lolWe ll I’m deciding to not cook dinner so that’s my gift to myself
and him- it’s take out tonight!!All this damn SP stuff has distracted me from my fantasy football draft on Sunday-I need to study football all weekend and school shop-fun fun, but I will find the time for SP talk…always do
